Subject: Getting to the root of my anxiety
From: YANK
Date: Mon, 17 Sep 2018 10:38:49 -0700
To: BRIT
Brit,
I'm pretty sure my recent bouts of anxiety stem from my not currently being in a stable,
well-defined circumstance.
I'm only in [Redacted] now to save money for my next move. Not stable. Not purposeful.
My job is temp-to-hire. Not stable. Not secure.
I do not have significant friends in [Redacted]. No people to help me feel connected, present, and
purposeful.
I'm used to gyms where the other members and I know each other pretty well... How we train,
when we're there, what our goals are, who's good to spot you. My gym here is soulless and
corporate. The children do not play well with others. It's more like a drop-in center than a gym.
Not connected, not purposeful.
You and I are doing well getting to know and understand each other. You have also needed me to
shift my thinking from the shamelessly optimistic to more realistic. That has helped us find
valuable common ground. But it also has me thinking in detail about leaving my country and all
that is familiar. Although the thought is exhilarating it will take time to build stability and
purpose. Being with you in the flesh for Leather Weekend will help make it real and less
frightening.
Given so much that's ill-defined and temporary around me, no wonder I feel like I have no
footing.
I feel safer and more comfortable when I think through the logistics and emotions of moving to
Albuquerque and opening a personal training gym there, spending my days as an exhibitionist
muscle Daddy personal trainer. I'm hoping that once I get a taste of [Redacted] and your home
there I'll start thinking and feeling about life in [Redacted] with you the same as I do about life in
Albuquerque.
Meanwhile I need to find ways to feel more purposeful for the time being here in [Redacted]. And
perhaps get some counseling.
This is my favorite personal trainer in Albuquerque, Korbie Ntiforo. His brother Jojo is an IFBB
pro. The photos do not do Korbie justice, he's almost always offseason and IMMENSE. He has a
training gym in his home and offers, shall we say, VERY personal training.
http://www.traininginnovations.net/korbie/
ook ook,
YOUR BIG LUG
Subject: Commercial space to let for my training gym
From: YANK
Date: Tue, 18 Sep 2018 16:23:45 -0700
To: BRIT
Brit,
https://www.rightmove.co.uk/commercial-property-to-let/map.html?locationIdentifier=REGION
%5E79192&maxPrice=1000&numberOfPropertiesPerPage=499&radius=5.0&propertyTypes=lig
ht-industrial%2Cwarehouse&viewType=MAP&areaSizeUnit=sqft&priceType=pcm&viewport=-
2.84468%2C-1.79892%2C53.3409%2C53.6839
RightMove has been very useful to see what apartments and commercial spaces are available in
your area. Stretford has some affordable spaces for a personal training gym.
ook ook,
MEAT
Subject: Where I would put my gym in Aalbuquerque
From: YANK
Date: Tue, 18 Sep 2018 16:32:28 -0700
To: BRIT
https://albuquerque.craigslist.org/off/d/sf-warehouses-space-available/6661125818.html
Brit,
I know this small mixed-use park well. Affordable, well maintained, parking, close to the
highway.
Great space for a training gym.
ook ook,
MEAT
Subject: Re: Commercial space to let for my training gym
From: BRIT
Date: Wed, 19 Sep 2018 04:06:30 +0100
To: YANK
A lot of those are in Trafford Park, the world's original industrial estate created by building the
ship canal which gave inland [Redacted] 35 miles of docks for sea vessels.
I'm happy to drive you around places to show you. Please make a shortlist.
Subject: Re: Commercial space to let for my training gym
From: YANK
Date: Wed, 19 Sep 2018 06:17:36 -0700
To: BRIT
Blackback,
Thank you! We can pack a picnic lunch and eat in a lovely lorry park.
ook ook.
Subject: I feel a little safer, stop-gap budget goal reached
From: YANK
Date: Wed, 19 Sep 2018 06:30:38 -0700
To: BRIT
Blackback,
Payday today! I deposited another $500 in my savings account and now I have enough to meet all
September's expenses AND have enough savings to relocate to Albuquerque if something
perilous happens like losing my job. Or I could replace my car if it explodes.
Not sure it's enough to relocate to [Redacted], I think pay from this week's work would put me
there.
I need to check but I might also be eligible for unemployment benefits. Nevada uses a bizarre
determination based on earnings the first 4 calendar quarters of the last 5 quarters.
Safety nets are good.
ook ook,
SILVERBACK
Subject: Re: Commercial space to let for my training gym
From: BRIT
Date: Wed, 19 Sep 2018 14:46:28 +0100
To: YANK
And with luck get gang raped by truckers.
Subject: Re: Commercial space to let for my training gym
From: YANK
Date: Wed, 19 Sep 2018 07:16:32 -0700
To: BRIT
I'd settle for a circle jerk so long as they aim for my face.
ook ook.
Subject: Two questions
From: YANK
Date: Wed, 19 Sep 2018 15:09:32 -0700
To: BRIT
Blackback,
Can gay men donate blood in the UK? The testosterone I take increased red cell count and I will
need to occasionally donate blood to get rid of the excess.
Do you foresee your home renovations being completed by the end of August 2019? One
possibility is that I renew my lease for 6 months. I can pay a fee to break it if necessary.
Hugs,
YOUR SILVERBACK
(who we all know is GRUNTOR in a nurturing mood... with language skills... ook ook.)
Subject: My office closures
From: YANK
Date: Wed, 19 Sep 2018 16:52:59 -0700
To: BRIT
2018/12/24 Monday, day before Christmas
2018/12/25 Tuesday, Christmas
2018/12/31 Monday, day before New Year
2019/01/01 Tuesday, New Year
There's 11 weeks between my return from [Redacted] and the first of these closures so I can
probably take off 2 or 3 additional days. They'd be without pay if I'm still a contractor, likely with
pay if I get hired.
ook ook.
Subject: Vascular
From: YANK
Date: Wed, 19 Sep 2018 17:39:46 -0700
To: BRIT
https://vtt.tumblr.com/tumblr_pfbuqeDTFw1u09on0.mp4
from http://needsize.tumblr.com
ook ook.
Subject: Washroom attendant
From: YANK
Date: Wed, 19 Sep 2018 17:40:46 -0700
To: BRIT
https://vtt.tumblr.com/tumblr_pfbpbqBXoS1x5wesd.mp4
Another from http://needsize.tumblr.com
ook ook.
Subject: Re: Two questions
From: BRIT
Date: Thu, 20 Sep 2018 09:18:05 +0100
To: YANK
You have to wait 3 months after sex with men to donate
https://www.nhsbt.nhs.uk/media/news/blood-donation-rules-have-changed/
I think August is possible. But then I thought everything would take 3-4 months when I bought it
in April last year ...
Subject: Re: Two questions
From: YANK
Date: Thu, 20 Sep 2018 07:58:11 -0700
To: BRIT
Brit,
Re: Blood - Well, at least I can donate at all, unlike the US. I can pay a medical clinic to draw a
pint and dispose if it, but it's expensive (about $250) and the blood gets thrown away. Such a
waste.
Re: Renovations - Looks like we'll just have to stay in touch on progress and consider how
stressful it would be if I moved in at a less-than-complete stage. Or if my sending you money
could accelerate progress a bit.
Remember to draft a budget and income/expense schedule. Do you have any spreadsheet
applications or would you use Google Docs?
ook ook,
Yank
Subject: Re: Two questions
From: BRIT
Date: Thu, 20 Sep 2018 16:06:37 +0100
To: YANK
I doubt you're going three days without sex let alone three months.
Subject: Re: Two questions
From: YANK
Date: Thu, 20 Sep 2018 08:15:03 -0700
To: BRIT
When you visited in July you were the first man I had sex with in 2 months. 3 to 9 months is
typical just because of where I live and how often I'm excluded because I don't fuck.
I miss my milking machine.
ook ook.
Subject: Re: Two questions
From: BRIT
Date: Thu, 20 Sep 2018 16:33:14 +0100
To: YANK
I meant when here :D
Subject: Re: Two questions
From: YANK
Date: Thu, 20 Sep 2018 08:45:43 -0700
To: BRIT
Brit,
Living with you, 3 *hours* without sex would be excruciating. Gorilla gonna sex you up!
Rushing to get out the door, rushed through my prior reply. Sorry about that.
ook ook.
Subject: Tesla's Tower
From: YANK
Date: Thu, 20 Sep 2018 09:07:39 -0700
To: BRIT
https://www.atlasobscura.com/articles/what-is-wardenclyffe-tower-nikola-tesla
Nikola Tesla Built a Giant Tower to Send Wireless Electricity Around the World - Ultimately,
things didn't go as he had planned.
Subject: Asian students pull of diversity stunt at McDonald's
From: YANK
Date: Thu, 20 Sep 2018 17:05:17 -0700
To: BRIT
https://www.usatoday.com/story/money/nation-now/2018/09/20/mcdonalds-students-prank-fake-
ad/1367848002/
When you don't see diversity, CREATE diversity. Well done.
Subject: 49 year old Tamil Nadu cop wins bodybuilding title
From: YANK
Date: Fri, 21 Sep 2018 14:09:54 -0700
To: BRIT
https://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/city/chennai/after-10-year-hiatus-bodybuilder-cop-returns-as-
mr-tamil-nadu/articleshow/65893803.cms
ook ook.
Subject: Prenuptial agreements in Nevada
From: YANK
Date: Sun, 23 Sep 2018 19:43:59 -0700
To: BRIT
Brit,
Here are some good links on Nevada prenuptial agreements and the laws around them.
Nevada Bar Association (the oversight board that grants lawyers the right to practice law in the
state)
https://www.nvbar.org/lawyerreferral/lawyer-referral-information-service/family-law-and-divorc
e/nevada-prenuptial-and-postnuptial-agreements/
[Redacted] Defense Group, a legal rights group in Nevada
https://www.shouselaw.com/nevada/family/prenuptial-agreements-in-nevada
Law Depot, one of many, many online DIY sites for legal contracts
https://www.lawdepot.com/contracts/prenuptial-agreement/?loc=US&pid=googleppc-prenup_us-
AgreementT1_dza8-ggkey_prenuptial%20agreement%20nevada&gclid=EAIaIQobChMItYbV38
3S3QIVAsZkCh0PsQgkEAAYAyAAEgJkbPD_BwE#.W6hNzGhKjIU
ook ook,
Um, we've accumulated far too many affectionate names so I don't know which to choose
Subject: I want that gorilla!
From: YANK
Date: Mon, 24 Sep 2018 15:29:27 -0700
To: BRIT
http://www.justjared.com/2018/09/24/king-kong-broadway-musical-debuts-first-look-photo/
King Kong is heading to Broadway this Fall and a first look photo from the upcoming musical
has been released... A 20-foot high, 2,000 pound gorilla is brought to life on stage by a team of
seamlessly integrated artists and technicians. You can see photos of King Kong in the Australian
production in the gallery.
Subject: Same-sex weddings at Little Chapel of the West
From: YANK
Date: Tue, 25 Sep 2018 15:17:56 -0700
To: BRIT
Brit,
Don't know if I had seen this before, but the Little Chapel does indeed offer same-sex
weddings.
https://littlechurchofthewest.com/gay-weddings-in-las-[Redacted]/
ook ook.
Subject: [Fwd: Randstad Professionals]
From: YANK
Date: Thu, 27 Sep 2018 17:47:30 -0700
To: BRIT
Brit,
The universe has a sense of humor. Today I got a phone call and this email offering a direct-hire
Healthcare Analyst opportunity from a recruiting firm I have worked for.
Except I'm already waiting for an offer my Director said is in progress.
D'oh!
ook ook,
Yank
"God is a comedian playing to an audience that's afraid to laugh." -- Voltaire
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Subject: Randstad Professionals
Date: Thu, 27 Sep 2018 16:08:44 -0700
From: Ryan Curnel
To: scramcat@gmail.com
I appreciate your time!
Healthcare Data Analyst
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Healthcare experience
SQL
SAS
Degree in Statistics, Mathematics, Informatics, Computer Science
Thank you!
photo
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Executive Recruiter
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Subject: This would be a good look for me
From: YANK
Date: Thu, 27 Sep 2018 17:51:14 -0700
To: BRIT
From http://muscleryb.tumblr.com/
ook ook.
Subject: I like this
From: YANK
Date: Sat, 29 Sep 2018 06:29:48 -0700
To: BRIT
Brit,
I like Asian musclemen, posing trunks, and show-offs. So this is a good video clip.
https://ve.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_pfs06uXw9R1x5wesd.mp4
ook ook.
Subject: Re: I like this
From: BRIT
Date: Sat, 29 Sep 2018 14:36:02 +0100
To: YANK
I thought the destruction of a thong might upset you though.
Subject: This would be a good look for me
From: YANK
Date: Sat, 29 Sep 2018 06:37:18 -0700
To: BRIT
MEAT
ook ook.
Subject: Re: I like this
From: YANK
Date: Sat, 29 Sep 2018 06:39:34 -0700
To: BRIT
Trunks and thongs are fetish object to me so any way they're used to disseminate their power is
good. A torn, sweaty thong is an excellent trophy.
ook ook.
Subject: Re: This would be a good look for me
From: BRIT
Date: Sat, 29 Sep 2018 14:43:49 +0100
To: YANK
Not enough cock bulge.
Subject: Re: This would be a good look for me
From: YANK
Date: Sat, 29 Sep 2018 06:52:10 -0700
To: BRIT
That's because Boss forced my cock and balls into a way-too-small chastity cage to make sure I'd
always be full of cum.
--MEAT
Subject: Re: This would be a good look for me
From: BRIT
Date: Sat, 29 Sep 2018 14:53:14 +0100
To: YANK
Oh you won't. You're getting milked. Just when I say, and only then.
Subject: Re: This would be a good look for me
From: YANK
Date: Sat, 29 Sep 2018 06:55:44 -0700
To: BRIT
MEAT has no objection to that rule. His duty is to serve and obey Boss.
--MEAT
Subject: Amazon UK has to get its shit together
From: YANK
Date: Sun, 30 Sep 2018 15:24:17 -0700
To: BRIT
Brit,
Amazon.co.uk sent me this email asking me to review my first purchase. Except when I followed
the link to post a review the page said I had not made enough purchases to earn the right to post
reviews.
Da fuck?
This is a perfect example of why marketing people must NEVER be allowed near web sites nor
email systems.
Unsibscribed form all marketing communications. Fuck 'em.
ook ook,
VITRIOLIC GORILLA
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Subject: Thank you for the hypnosis and penetration
From: YANK
Date: Sun, 30 Sep 2018 15:46:00 -0700
To: BRIT
Brit,
Thank you for our Skype session tonight. It transcended my expectations.
I was amazed to see how I was built without muscle dysmorphia distorting my perception. That
was an unexpected gift and I thank you.
Also, thank you for showing me the kind of lover you are. Your technique, your reassurance,
your nurturing me while still staying dominant were more satisfying than I could have hoped for.
Thank you, Poppa.
You have helped us broaden our sex life. I can't wait to experience you inside me. And I never
thought in my life I'd ever say that. Thank you.
ook ook,
Yank, GRUNTOR, MEAT, toothless cellar abductee, and whomever else branches from me
in the fullness of time